Husband in 60s eager to father child
Now that we are in our 60s, he is still perplexed and ambivalent, but I feel we are too old to start looking into options again.
I would like to put to rest our conflicting dilemma but almost feel it could be futile to try, because it’s unresolvable.
I realize this is a difficult and sensitive issue, but I need some feedback to help put my mind at peace when he continues with his heartfelt frustration.
Your husband may also have to accept this reality. But he could in fact father a child, and you two should discuss this seriously. Would he be interested in being a sperm donor for another woman, and would you consider some sort of shared parenting arrangement? If the answer for you is a firm “no,” say so. But talk about it.
His thoughts about fathering a child might be increasing as he ages and faces his mortality. Children can seem like a hedge against death. Having a child might be unlikely, or unreasonable, but you should still discuss it. Does he feel cheated? Does he resent you for something you didn’t ask for and cannot control (your long-ago hysterectomy)? And do you resent him for periodically reminding you of it?
A marriage counselor could help to guide you through this challenging conversation, giving you the tools to discuss this topic without retreating into well-worn positions.
I recommend the book “Difficult Conversations: How to Discuss What Matters Most,” (2010, Penguin Books). The authors are all members of the Harvard Negotiation Project, bringing their skills into the personal arena.
I’m sure this happens with other professions, but whereas a lawyer or doctor can say, “Why don’t you come see me at the office,” mental health practitioners are not allowed to have dual relationships (our friends or acquaintances cannot be also our clients).
What’s a polite and clear way to set a boundary and explain that this is my social time and I don’t want to be burdened with someone’s issue?
One way to help people who approach you outside the office is to respond with compassion, and offer a resource in lieu of an extended conversation. Then you should establish a boundary. For instance:
SHE: I’m so worried about Chad. I think he’s depressed.
YOU: I’m so sorry to hear that. I can’t help with this, but I can give you or him a referral if you want. Here’s my card.
SHE: But what can I do if he won’t get help?
YOU: Let’s not talk about this right now, but call or email me on Monday and I’ll give you a referral. Will you do that?
Amy, this is exactly what I did! Practicing helped me to prepare for the eventual encounter. I chose “avoidance,” but next time I might make a different choice.
Anyway, I feel more empowered.